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099    eAudiobook hoopla 
099    eAudiobook hoopla 
100 1  Eagle, Patricia,|eauthor. 
245 10 Being mean :|ba memoir of sexual abuse and survival
       |h[Hoopla electronic resource] /|cPatricia Eagle. 
250    Unabridged. 
264  1 [United States] :|bFindaway Voices,|c2019. 
264  2 |bMade available through hoopla 
300    1 online resource (1 audio file (10hr., 59 min.)) :
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506    Digital content provided by hoopla. 
511 1  Read by Tavia Gilbert. 
520    In this richly depicted story, told in vignettes relative 
       to markers of age and experience, Patricia Eagle reveals 
       the heartbreak and destruction of her sexual abuse, from 
       age four to thirteen, by her father. A victim of her 
       father's anger and her mother's complacency with his 
       abusive behavior, Eagle uses dissociation and numbing in 
       response to the abuse, and as a way to block her own sense
       of self.  How does a child confused by episodes of abuse 
       come to know what is safe or unsafe, right or wrong, 
       normal or abnormal? How does a young woman learn the 
       difference between real love and a desire for sexual 
       pleasure stimulated by abusive childhood sexual 
       experiences? Careening through life, Eagle wonders how to 
       trust others and, most importantly, herself. As a mature 
       woman struggling to understand and live with her past, she
       remains earnest in her pursuit of clarity, compassion, and
       trust to build a stronger life. Being Mean is about 
       blocking sexual abuse memories, having them surface, then 
       learning how to acknowledge and live with incomprehensible
       experiences in the healthiest ways possible. 
538    Mode of access: World Wide Web. 
650  0 Adult child abuse victims|vBiography. 
650  0 Incest victims|zTexas|vBiography. 
650  0 Sexually abused children|zTexas|vBiography. 
650  0 Sexually abused teenagers|zTexas|vBiography. 
650  0 Dysfunctional families|xPsychological aspects. 
650  0 Mental healing. 
650  0 Self-care, Health. 
650  0 Self-realization in women. 
650  0 Interpersonal relations. 
700 1  Gilbert, Tavia. 
710 2  hoopla digital. 
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