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099    eAudiobook hoopla 
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100 1  Madison, Holly,|eauthor,|enarrator. 
245 10 Down the rabbit hole :|bcurious adventures and cautionary 
       tales of a former Playboy Bunny|h[Hoopla electronic 
       resource]. 
250    Unabridged. 
264  1 [United States] :|bHarperAudio,|c2015. 
264  2 |bMade available through hoopla 
300    1 online resource (1 audio file (10hr., 52 min.)) :
       |bdigital. 
336    spoken word|bspw|2rdacontent 
337    computer|bc|2rdamedia 
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506    Digital content provided by hoopla. 
511 0  Read by the author. 
520    The shocking, never-before-told story of the bizarre world
       inside the legendary Playboy Mansion-and, finally, the 
       secret truth about the man who holds the key-from one of 
       the few people who truly knows: Hef's former #1 girlfriend
       and star of The Girls Next Door A spontaneous decision at 
       age twenty-one transformed small-town Oregon girl Holly 
       Sue Cullen into Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner's #1 
       girlfriend. But like Alice's journey into Wonderland, 
       after Holly plunged down the rabbit hole, what seemed like
       a fairytale life inside the Playboy Mansion-including A-
       list celebrity parties and her own #1-rated television 
       show for four years-quickly devolved into an oppressive 
       routine of strict rules, manipulation, and battles with 
       ambitious, backstabbing bunnies. Life inside the notorious
       Mansion wasn't a dream at all-and quickly became her 
       nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-
       worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself 
       sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide. But 
       instead of ending her life, Holly chose to take charge of 
       it. In this shockingly candid and surprisingly moving 
       memoir, this thoughtful and introspective woman opens up 
       about life inside the Mansion, the drugs, the sex, the 
       abuse, the infamous parties, and her real behind-the-
       scenes life with Bridget, Kendra, and, of course, Mr. 
       Playboy himself. With great courage, Holly shares the 
       details of her subsequent troubled relationship, landing 
       her own successful television series, and the hard work of
       healing, including her turn on Dancing with the Stars. A 
       cautionary tale and a celebration of personal empowerment,
       Down the Rabbit Hole reminds us of the importance of 
       fighting for our dreams-and finding the life we deserve. 
538    Mode of access: World Wide Web. 
600 10 Madison, Holly. 
600 10 Hefner, Hugh M.|q(Hugh Marston),|d1926-2017. 
610 20 Playboy Enterprises|xEmployees|vBiography. 
650  0 Television personalities|zUnited States|vBiography. 
700 1  Madison, Holly. 
710 2  hoopla digital. 
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