LEADER 00000nim a22004695a 4500 003 MWT 005 20220325064859.1 006 m o h 007 sz zunnnnnuned 007 cr nnannnuuuua 008 220323s2022 xxunnn es i n eng d 020 9781636081014 (sound recording : hoopla Audio Book) 020 1636081010 (sound recording : hoopla Audio Book) 029 https://d2snwnmzyr8jue.cloudfront.net/ csp_9781636081014_180.jpeg 028 42 MWT14964733 037 14964733|bMidwest Tape, LLC|nhttp://www.midwesttapes.com 040 Midwest|erda 082 00 274.3/083092|aB|223/eng/20211020 099 eAudiobook hoopla 099 eAudiobook hoopla 100 1 Magnis, Esther Maria,|eauthor. 240 10 Gott braucht dich nicht.|lEnglish 245 10 With or without me :|ba memoir of losing and finding |h[Hoopla electronic resource]. 250 Unabridged. 264 1 [United States] :|bPlough Publishing House,|c2022. 264 2 |bMade available through hoopla 300 1 online resource (1 audio file (6hr., 23 min.)) : |bdigital. 336 spoken word|bspw|2rdacontent 337 computer|bc|2rdamedia 338 online resource|bcr|2rdacarrier 344 digital|hdigital recording|2rda 347 data file|2rda 506 Digital content provided by hoopla. 511 1 Read by Ewa Maria Wojcik. 520 With or Without Me is an unsparing and eloquent critique of religion. Yet Esther Maria Magnis's ire is merely the beginning of an exceptional journey toward belief and God- a journey punctuated by personal losses retold with intense immediacy. "Maybe God is a sadist," she writes, "a big baby who had a terrible upbringing. If, as Christians claim, God is love, then it's a kind of love I do not understand." She dares to believe anyway, although her questioning won't let up. She fiercely dismantles both the clichéd phrases she's heard in church and the vague progressive pieties of her parents' generation. Esther Maria Magnis knows believing in God is anything but easy. Because he allows people to suffer. Because he's invisible. And silent. "I think we miss God," she writes, "I would never want to persuade anyone or put myself above atheists. I know there are good reasons not to believe. But sometimes I think most people are just sad that he's not there." With or Without Me is a book for everyone- believer or unbeliever, Christian or atheist-who refuses to surrender to the idea that, just because there can be beauty and truth, there must also be clear answers to the big questions in life. 538 Mode of access: World Wide Web. 600 10 Magnis, Esther Maria. 650 0 Christian biography|zGermany. 700 1 Price, Alta L.,|etranslator. 710 2 hoopla digital. 856 40 |uhttps://www.hoopladigital.com/title/ 14964733?utm_source=MARC|zInstantly available on hoopla. 856 42 |zCover image|uhttps://d2snwnmzyr8jue.cloudfront.net/ csp_9781636081014_180.jpeg