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100 1  Ankerson, Joni. 
245 10 To kill or be killed.|nA True Crime Memoir from Prison
       |h[Hoopla electronic resource] /|cJoni Ankerson. 
250    Unabridged. 
264  1 [United States] :|bBlackstone Publishing,|c2021. 
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511 1  Read by Tanya Eby. 
520    The day we met in October of 1997, I was working at the 
       District Court in Traverse City, Michigan, as a Deputy 
       Clerk. It was like most other days with arraignments, 
       sentencings, civil case hearings, and the like. People 
       shuffling in and out, everyone taking care of their 
       important business with court appearances, document 
       filings, paying tickets, fines, and bonding loved ones out
       of jail.  I loved my job. It was extremely satisfying and 
       interesting with constant interaction with all walks of 
       life, including people on either end of the judicial 
       spectrum and many in between. Suddenly, there he was. Tall,
       handsome, and looking so impressive and important in his 
       Michigan State Police uniform with his hat, gun belt, and 
       badge. A powerful man who had chosen a profession to serve
       and protect. He was extremely friendly and upbeat, smiling
       profusely. Best of all, he, too, was unattached.  What 
       could go wrong? He was like a dream man. We clicked, 
       immediately, and began dating exclusively. But he was not 
       a dream man. He was a nightmare … as I learned over the 
       next twelve years.  Twelve years of enduring domestic 
       violence at its absolute worse. Constant abuse, control, 
       manipulation, and threats. Sadistic sexual deviance and 
       sexual violence. It was only going to end one way: someone
       would die in our bed and someone would go to prison for 
       murder.  This is my story about domestic violence, 
       resilience, reckoning, and survival. 
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650  4 Nonfiction 
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700 1  Eby, Tanya. 
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